song lyrics 2009 and now

Now I'm not a highly metaphysical man But I know when the stars are aligned you can Bump into person in the middle of the road Look into their eyes and you suddenly know Rocking in the dance hall moving with you Dancing in the night in the middle of June My momma told me don't lose you 'Cause the best luck I had was you I said Hey I'll be gone today But I'll be back all around the way It seems like everywhere I go The more I see the less I know But I know one thing That I love you I love you I love you I love you ~~Michael Franti "Say hey (I love you)" @@@@@@@@@@@ I've never been superstitious I've never feared the unknown But ever since you left me I've believed in ghosts Girl, I believe in ghosts Well I'm haunted by a memory That won't leave or let me go Call me crazy and I may be But I believe in ghosts Girl, I believe in ghosts ~~Jason Aldean "I Beleive in Ghosts" &&&&&&&&&&&& I HAVE feared the unknown and that has cost me a lot in the past but I am learning each time to embrace the KNOWN which is GOD and the unknown takes care of itself. So many "coincidences" and other strange happenings in recent weeks have put a bigger smile in my heart and even if they never materialize as I would LOVE for them to, I know I can trust in God and it will all work out as it should

and back again....

No matter how many times I try and move on, my heart always takes me back here to you I did three things today; miss you, miss you and miss you You are my sugar rush, my adrenalin kick, my illegal high, my perfect kiss. You’re an addiction that I always fail to resist

Like it was yesterday....

Wonder what our duck commander is doing....

I came across some old SD cards and was looking at some cool pics from my Vegas motorcycle trip and then I found pics from way back in 2009 This one made me laugh.....our "duck commander" on Lake Hamilton texting while "ducking" haha SOOOO many memories on this disk i just had to save it onto the notebook. I know I truly was not the person I should have been in the past and so glad God is slowly opening me up and showing me the servants heart I have inside. I still have much to do but I know where I came from and where I am now and I know God has it all worked out....

it keeps coming back....

I had a fun day volunteering this morning at my church as they simulcast a marriage conference featuring Jimmy and Karen Evans. Started out the day filling up about 8-10 coffee containers and then helped to put together hundreds of breakfast burritos. Met some new people who i have seen many times but never talked to. Funny how God brings people into our lives at certain times. Had a nice chat with a dear friend about a couple of people from my past andwhile I got no answers I did learn a little. I am not sure how God will use this information through me but I know He has a plan and I hope to not get in the way of it. The ways this church has helped me are sooo many and I wish I had opened up to this way of life years ago. No telling where I might be now or who might be in my life. God is amazing and He knows my heart. I really enjoy serving these wonderful people and I hope a few people understand WHY i am there now. I will admit I was there for God but for myself originally but God has shown me how to set myself aside and just serve. I am soooooo blessed when I just let that flow forth. --------- I am awaiting my actual massage license and may check into a few places in the area to start massaging part time on the weekends so I can hopefully transition into the life I have been seeking and feel God is leading me to. I have a few massages to do in coming weeks already and looking forward to getting back to healing what ails people :)

Awaiting warmer weather...

I am SOOOOO ready for this weather to warm up so I can start putting miles on two wheels again! I am conidering possibly trading my Concours in on a Vaquero