Friday, March 24, 2017

Gorgeous green eyed girl

Friend shared a recent pic of you with me recently and i must say you are still a most gorgeous young lady. I miss gazing into those green eyes......holding your hand.....I JUST MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU......LUMUWUNU

Saturday, March 04, 2017


Friday, December 02, 2016


Friday, November 11, 2016

Good read by Robert Jeffress

Just finished a good book by Robert Jeffress who is the pastor of First Baptist Dallas. The title is Second Chance, Second Act. Really enlightening book talking about "mid-life" shift in direction or getting ready for a new start. Sometimes we might not be ready for a new start as much as we are ready for a RESTART of something old. Guilty myself for sure!!

Crazy dreams of rodeos and such

So last week i had a crazy dream where I got a phone call asking me to come help a certain lovely daughter of a former girlfriend pull her horse trailer to central Texas for a rodeo.......It seemed so real I half expected to wake up in that part of Texas haha. Just a few days before that the dream involved the same ex girlfriend and myself standing side by side in church (which I used to love to do) and being called down front and asked to help lead the teenager ministry group. Not a day goes by even after 7 years that she is not on my mind daily and many times a day still.

Sunday, July 17, 2016


Praying for clarity on some things as there is about to be some big changes taking place as I near a big fork in the road. Stay tuned :))

Sunday, July 10, 2016

As i drove by....

So give me your bad day,
And give me your fear
Bring all of your burdens
And just lay 'em down here
'Cause I'm not gonna leave you
When your world becomes a war
I'm staying in the trenches
'Cause you're worth fighting for

Yes, I will hold you
I will hold you up
Yeah, I will hold you
I will hold you up

You were on my mind as I was out driving today (no different than any day in the past 7 years) but today I decided to drive through your neighborhood and saw y'all working on your fallen tree limbs and so badly wanted to stop and help but still not sure its time yet. The lyrics above were what I heard as I drove by. In the past if I wanted to feel close to you I would pray for some type of sign and Matthew West Hold You Up was the sign today. I know th lyrics were letting me know God has this under control but I also felt like the lyrics let me know what I need to be now and in the future. I want to be there for you in the god days and the bad. I want to help you as you help me with any fears or burdens, I wanted to help with the tree limbs. I love you. A little more each day.

Saturday, June 04, 2016

Seven long years ago...

Hard to believe it was 7 years ago when you first opened your door and entered my heart. Seems like yesterday but also seems like a lifetime ago. I still feel like there will be something between us and hope and pray for it each and every day. Had a two hour massage to do today and she is one of my prayer warriors as well as me praying for her and you were the topic of discussion today. I LUMUWUNU.