Just a short poem

I many times do ponder
What you're doing over yonder
So often you're on my mind
Every day that passes by

I see you "peeking in"
And I wonder what you think
If you will return again
If you're ever on that brink

No matter how much time may pass
I can never think of you less
The times we had were fleeting
What I would give for just one more meeting

A chance to hold your hand
And gaze into those green peepers
Such a beauty i could see within
And I knew you were a keeper

But my selfishness got in the way
And i wish I could go back to those days
To go back and try it again
And make you my FOREVER friend.

BKS

Cool peeps

As I was doing massages on my birthday (fun fun) I did have the opportunity to meet a sweet new client who just happens to be a Dallas Cowboys cheerleader. This weekend I had the opportunity to work on the daughter of a very well known preacher (who is also married to a preacher herself) as she was in visiting from Las Vegas. Its really cool to talk about God and his amazing blessings and healings with such a diverse group of people.

Sitting by the fire

As i sit here by this fire and ponder, i cant help but wish you were here, helping me with this Dr Pepper and Malibu and just talking about the future. Lightning dances in the distant north and the winds are constantly swirling tonight. Not sure how many logs I will burn but I know the fire of desire I have to be with you has not gone away. LUMUWUNU

BKS

Comfort and ease

I awaken this morning with such a comfortable easy feeling (except for some back pain) that I have not felt in a long time. Did lots of praying last night and I dont know whether I am on the verge of a deliverance or the verge of a blessing or both. I do know who has my heart on earth but I do know I desire to live a life thats pleasing to God and to do His will first and foremost. I pray for clarity on whether "she" belongs in my life or whether I am just WANTING her to belong and i might be unable to move on because of my own desires and not actually hearing God. I know in 6 years not a day has past you have not been on my mind if even just for a few minutes but most days its a LOT longer than that. LUMUWUNU

BKS

Still miss you

In this city just over 6 years ago you helped me celebrate my birthday. It was a rocky weekend as many of our times together were and i take full blame for that but I was so happy to have such a beautiful young sexy lady to walk with me through Hot Springs, dine at Fishermans Wharf



The ride back from there was an adventure if you might recall.... you were so gorgeous that night.

Duck boat tour with this crazy guy...



Walking along the promenade and talking about buying these twin buildings...



Really filling meal at the Porterhouse. First time I have ever tried lamb.

My friend you are missed and no matter what I do I cannot get past your memory. I pray for God to give me the ability to move on if its what I am supposed to do but it never happens. I might get introduced to someones friend and all I can think about is how they pale in comparison to you. Everywhere I go I am reminded of you.....places we stopped, shopped, ate, had a beer or two. I never liked Bud Light before but I seldom drink anything else still. I know that you would be very very very skeptical of any changes that might have taken place aand I understand but I just want you to know I KNOW no one can love you like I do. No one interests me so if its not you then I am pretty certain i live and die a bachelor. I miss you, i love you .......LUMUWUNU

BKS

PS... we do look good together.....we fit :)